WHERE WAS I?

DIRECTED BY KAE BAHAR
UNITED KINGDOM // 2022
15 MINS

A young poet finds himself at rock bottom with nothing left to lose, he is given two choices to change his life.

Reflective Encounters

Where Was I? considers the pain of grief, and the different directions such pain can lead us in. Through the fragments we see of his past, we understand that JJ (Kori Roze) is left reeling from a traumatic loss, searching for ways to escape his thoughts. The character’s minimal, closed-off exterior is contrasted with excerpts from his journal, which reveal a sad and restless mind. This diary-like narration creates a thread of poetry that runs throughout the film, balancing out the darkness of JJ’s world. 

The moments of surreal humour have a similar effect, like the philosophy-quoting unhoused man (Mike Sailsbury), happily playing the ukulele outside a soup kitchen. It’s a standout moment within the film, highlighting director Kae Bahar’s approach, which involves giving each performer a moment in the spotlight. Anashe Danai’s performance as Riley – a character whose life and humour perfectly contrasts against the more reserved JJ – is a highlight of the short. 

The film’s uncertain ending leaves the fate of JJ up to the viewer’s interpretation. It’s a narrative question-mark which shows the different paths open to the character, one leading to creativity and expression, the other ending in tragedy.”

— Chris Childs